Post by Prez Sonya Sniper on Sept 27, 2006 21:28:53 GMT -5
Looking around at the world I'm lost
Home is a place where I cant stay
Rooms are so bleak and lonely
The world is a scary place, I cant change
All alone I look around at the walls
My friends faces I see but they arent there
Their memories are all thats left
In their eyes I steal away
Running from my fears and hiding from them
I can only hope they dont find me here
why do they want with me to torement me so
In the dead of night I scream because of them
Cold sweat falls as I rise, heart pounding
I cant help but fear they have found me
In a way I know I will never lose them
They have followed me for over a decade
My family understands some, some of them
I cant practically run forever, Can I?
I cant give in to their cries and pleas
If I did that would be the end of me
Life I cant condemn for the past lives lost
Souls find me everywhere and stick to me
Why must I bare this horrid curse
I cant seem to answer my own questions
Tears fall as I look into the darkness
They are there, just in the edge of light
They linger and hang in the air like smoke
Ghostly faces and whispering pleas
Should I turn away and run or sit and stay
If I run it gets harder, If stay as well
Nothing can ease my pain or come close
I can only hope for the future of my life
The past is lost in memories and loss
Faces in the dark and whispers in the wind
Cold chills and bones hanging by a thread
The future will be worse, I just know it
Thoughts enter my head of death and demise
I cant very well end it, Thats not me
Living with torment is what I do best
So I will smile in the sun, cry in the dark
Maybe one day I will be free, I hope
Worst thing, I think I'll join them
All walks of life fear the unknown, but I
I embrace it and kiss its lips, Hope i hope
--27 Sept 2006
Home is a place where I cant stay
Rooms are so bleak and lonely
The world is a scary place, I cant change
All alone I look around at the walls
My friends faces I see but they arent there
Their memories are all thats left
In their eyes I steal away
Running from my fears and hiding from them
I can only hope they dont find me here
why do they want with me to torement me so
In the dead of night I scream because of them
Cold sweat falls as I rise, heart pounding
I cant help but fear they have found me
In a way I know I will never lose them
They have followed me for over a decade
My family understands some, some of them
I cant practically run forever, Can I?
I cant give in to their cries and pleas
If I did that would be the end of me
Life I cant condemn for the past lives lost
Souls find me everywhere and stick to me
Why must I bare this horrid curse
I cant seem to answer my own questions
Tears fall as I look into the darkness
They are there, just in the edge of light
They linger and hang in the air like smoke
Ghostly faces and whispering pleas
Should I turn away and run or sit and stay
If I run it gets harder, If stay as well
Nothing can ease my pain or come close
I can only hope for the future of my life
The past is lost in memories and loss
Faces in the dark and whispers in the wind
Cold chills and bones hanging by a thread
The future will be worse, I just know it
Thoughts enter my head of death and demise
I cant very well end it, Thats not me
Living with torment is what I do best
So I will smile in the sun, cry in the dark
Maybe one day I will be free, I hope
Worst thing, I think I'll join them
All walks of life fear the unknown, but I
I embrace it and kiss its lips, Hope i hope
--27 Sept 2006
